When he reappeared and I after I stopped yelling at him, he had this story to tell:
- His HIV + bf turned out to be a crystal meth addict.
- He himself soon began to use
- He became addicted himself (a natural outcome)
- He started to miss work
- He stopped going to the HIV clinic
- He got fired
- He could not get another job
- He was kicked out of his aunts house cause he was using and would not stop
- His family gave up on him for the 4th time in his life.
- He cheated, lied and hurt all those that used to love him
- He was committed to a program for several months
- Was on his road to recovery (which is an every day thing)
- He contacted me to say he was sorry and that he was going to stay in recovery and start a local 12 step program
- He then disappeared again, likely back to being an addict.
I had a slave for became a Crystal Meth boi once before, and although I and his mother were able to help him break it (Oscar Hi!), it took months and so much pain....I just can not do it again.
It is the reason hat today I insist that any slave of mine be clean and drug free.
So those reading this please don't do drugs.
--master
I'm only commenting anonymously because I don't have an account, but I'm just a stranger who came across this blog.
ReplyDeleteI do not engage in this lifestyle (I'm gay, but not involved in this master/slave stuff).
You "master" guy should hang your head in shame, based on this post alone (let-alone this whole blog). You prey on vulnerable, damaged young men for your own sadistic pleasure and write it off as a kink. Kink shaming is a thing because many kinks are shameful. This guy got HIV, battles a drug addiction, gets ostracized from his family and your still keeping up this bull master slave charade. YOU need to realize he's unwell. I know this is a nearly 6 year old, dead blog but I couldn't read this without wanting to let you know that you're a bad person based on what's documented here. Maybe you've grown and changed, but if not go get yourself some help; you're as sick if not sicker than your former "slave". I don't get easily outraged but this is abuse and disregard for another's welfare.