My Boi and Current State

Some slaves, who I am currently master to, and who are following this blog have written and asked how my boi is doing.  The have expressed both caring and concern, as well as relief that they are not having to face what he is likely facing.

First, the best way to communicate with boi is to simply add a comment to a post. We have set up the blog, so that it accepts all comments from all. I know it would mean a lot to him to hear from you.  He gets very excited when I tell him about unposted comments I get from other slaves who know me.

It seems that posting the link of Recon has generated a lot of interest and connection with master/slave relationships.  This is not to say that I am a typical master at all, cause most slaves tell me I am not...so perhaps the slaves like the blog more than other hard nose masters, who might see me as an out liner and too concerned about my slaves.

Boi has expressed well his feelings of fear prior to the second test and the helplessness of his first + test result, which has to be confirmed and takes about 2 weeks.  He has not posted recently; understandably.

As I talk with him several times every day, I can tell you he was sad, despondent and then very angry.  He still has anger, but now that is mixed with the realization he can get on with his life in spite of being HIV+.  The next medical treatment stage can not begin until the result of the retest are in and confirm the infection.

 He has met with some guys who are + and they have been sharing their feelings and treatment.  He has received some initial counseling as to what to expect should the retest come out positive.  He is struggling with who to share his condition (family, friends) and when and why.  Conversely, he has no hesitation to share his HIV status with any likely sexual partner.

Some might ponder, whether the seriousness of the direction that the blog has now taken will deter readers.  Boi and I talked about it, and we both felt that sharing the realities of being sexual, gay and at risk, depending on our behavior, was an important thing to do....although we certainly wish it wasn't as real as it has become.

I think he will post, but perhaps not before the result of the retest....meanwhile feel free to add some of your comments to our posts and share your feelings with him. 

--Master